Post by zelodide faith whitlock on Jun 21, 2009 22:21:20 GMT -6
* PRETTY GIRL IS S U F F E R I N G
HE CONFESSES EVERY THING*
zelodide fixed her light brown long hair into waves. she had been happy lately. which was odd for her, anyone thatw as close to her could tell she had been slowly slipping away. 6 months ago she was told her half brother rafael died in action, she just could never be the same again. all her life she was all about positivity, but one person she could never respect was rafe, she was horrible to him. she treated him like he didnt exist. he had loved her so much, it upset her how mean she was to him at times. but she wouldnt treat him any different, she was stubborn at times. why did her dad have to leave her mom when she was barely born, and go off and be with rafe's mom? questions like that haunted her since she was young. but now that he was gone she couldn't make up all the times she lost with him, all the mean things she would yell at him, how many times she had walked passed him without recognizing his presence. she had missed him so much. she had been down since, harley was one of her friends that knew something was wrong. she, however, was in denial. nothing was wrong with her, she wasn't depressed. in fact, she had met someone to brighten up her day. his name way bryce turner. she knew form the moment she saw him that she loved him.. however, he was in iraq, serving his country. he had been drafted, and recruited by someone she had known. someone she had never had a problem with. dominic desmond. it was pathetic, how he had the ability to recruit people into the war.
so now that bryce was far away they had been writing each other. she just had came back from putting the last letter she had wrote to him in the mailbox. whenever she was down she'd crawl into her bed, turn on the lamp on the side of it and scan over his words. they just made her happy. she imagined he was there, she tried to imagine his voice. she was dressed in this.she absolutely hated the cold weather, there was no good that came from it. she hated it, she hated getting goosebumps and shivering under her blankets at night. however, the sound of the rain against her window did calm her.. made her drift off to sleep. she has had problems sleeping. since her brother has died sometimes whens he would close her eyes she couldn't stop thinking about bad and horrid things. its like she set herself up to freak out.
zelodide had sent her friend, antionette, whos he had called anne' for short, a text message. "hey you, starbucks, me and you, now...see you there =) . she smiled. she had gotten so used to using the smiley faces in texts and letters and such. she drove herself to starbucks and made her way inside, she wasnt a big coffee person, but starbucks was a good place to go to when it was freezing. the rain had stopped when she pulled up but it was still windy. she made her way inside and inhaled the coffee scent. she ordered herself a hot chocolate and paid for it, as she took a seat at the table her and anne usually sat at to chat. sooner, she saw antionette walk in and she smiled, waving her hand. "hey girl." she smirked. anne was her friend, a close friend, but they weren't bff's yet. she had one of those, being harley. but it seemed like they would be soon.
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